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2010-04-12T01:16:00.000-07:00

Saw this picture in w319 tumblr ! Awesomeee right ? HAHAHAHA !
Sorry for the long time since i updated this space . The week is too hectic for many of us! heeehee
But above everything you're doing , we really got to know Jesus is our strength , and portion forever :)
Just a question for you guys to think about today , who are you seeking when you're happy or sad ? (: People may fail us , but God doesn't . He loves us the same yesterday , today and forevermore !

M_adelinee (:

If only you would ..

2010-04-06T01:56:00.000-07:00

If only you would take some time and settle this instead of doing your own way , things wouldn't had gone this bad .
CONFLICT ! No one likes it , nor do i . You cares i know , but instead of doing your way , have you thought about what's best for us ? Pressurizing , intimidating ? It don't work for me . I want to score B3 for english , so what ? I'm not being arrogant or anything , i know my studies are bad . All of us are at fault , i admit . But it doesn't makes you faultless yea . I know myself , my studying habits . I will work hard , it may seems to you that i'm not doing anything . Don't assume ! I will put in my fullest effort in the things i want to achieve . As for that apology letter , it doesn't makes any difference if i write it , if it does not comes out from my heart . Many thing i wanna say , i know ranting on my blog doesn't help , I WILL WORK DOUBLE HARD FOR ENGLISH AND PROOF YOU WRONG!

Forgiving is what i need to have , i don't forgive and let go easily . That's me , and i know i got to change it all ! Damn ~~EGOISTIC~~ !

M_adelinee (:

2010-04-05T06:15:00.000-07:00

Blackberry updates!
This year is going to be fast and furious , its april 5th le ! Everyday goes by which means a day nearer to Os ! Oh crap.
Enough of rantings ! Booo
Many things I wanna do , eg . Watching training your dragon and kidnappers ! Yeay , hope I can watch it and not download it to watch :(!
On a random note , I missed w479 !!

M_adelinee (:

2010-04-03T20:39:00.000-07:00

Blackberry updating again (L)
Went for 3 easter service , 1 jw , 2 expo ! I must say expo drama is much more awesome la! I'm lost for words when I saw the drama in expo . Totally different feeling man ! *flying angels , *fire , *rotating loos company , *real high building , *piano. ! Wow

Anyway today its easter sunday ! He overcame the grave ! Like what priscilla tweet , He overcame the grave , He can overcome my exams too ! Each and everyone of our problems can be overcome by His power! Yeay .

Really impacted by the word , what garments are you wearing with you today ?
Garment of shame and failures ?
Garment of sickness and diseases ?
Garment of sins ?
Before I came to know Him I'm also wearing these garments , now that I know Him , I know he overcame all of these for me (: not that I'm perfect , but my imperfection is perfected in His grace!
Seeing thousands for people coming to know Him on easter week , heaven is rejoicing ! Yeay ! Salvation is important , but your future walk with God is more important ! Learning to walk in His way , and say 'not my will , but Yours be done' awesome (:

M_adelinee (:

egg-citing

2010-04-01T05:38:00.000-07:00

Awesome , first time updating this space with my blackberry ! :)
Tomorrow it's easter le , actually when I was young or smt , I never knew there is a meaning behind easter . All along I thought it was just a so called holiday for april fool day . Joke ? Heeeehee . Its been 2 years I knew the true meaning of easter , its exciting going on a journey to discovere the true meaning of easter ! Many people will come to know Him tomorrow and I'm excited . Okay , something which I pondered on today , is there something which you would give it all of you to achieve ? Maybe to somebody it's their studies or even job . But to me serving Him can be the most awesome thing to do . Don't treat serving as a chores in your life (: ! The joy of the Lord is your strength! This year I really want to balanced my walk with God , studies and mninistry ! (: I believe I'm gonna be the salt and light of this world , and shine for Him ! Yay just a short post , a random one . Update you people about my easter week tomorrow !
M.adeinee (:

Sharpening

2010-03-31T07:15:00.001-07:00

A good axeman never counts it downtime to stop and sharpen his axe. Don't do life blunt - its hard work ! @philpringle
Every single day sharpening out axe for the battle the next day ! same goes for our christian walk , finding Rest in Him times we felt like we're too tired for anything . Cast your burden upon Him for His yoke is easy (:
Like what i said in the previous post , its really a hectic week . But still , i enjoy whatever i'm doing . Gonna start bucking up after easter ! People often give up when the road look tough in front , i dont deny having the thoughts of giving up my Os , but learn to walk to the vision you had . Be it studies or whatever (:
U can't connect the dots looking forward;you can only connect them looking bkwds , trusting that the dots will connect in future .
Came upon this story on dots , it really impacted me alot . Gonna post it up here some time later (: yay .
Easter is this friday and i'm madly excited for it :P OK , short post only , gonna do my work now !

M.adeline (:

A time for everything

2010-03-30T04:22:00.000-07:00

How true is that , there is a time for everything . A time to play , a time to slack , a time to enjoy , a time to study . There is a time for every single thing . Yet people often fail to grab hold of that timing rightly . Like for now , its a time where heaven rejoices , many souls coming to Him who is above .
It's easter (good friday) this friday , there will be people that come for sure , but the question to ask , have you reached out ? People might get saved , but what about your friends , your family ?
Above everything , it's a joy seeing family and friends coming to know God and even be planted right ?

Ok, lets talk about my day (: ! Awesome time at school , too much slacky periods recently , thats great , but on the other hand im worried for my Os . 6 more month , this year is quite a hectic year for me . I'm enjoying whatever im doing right now . But i have not even started putting in any effort in my studies . Ending of last year , got back my Ns , i scored pretty not bad . Went on doing my Os , but throughout this 4 month journey , i felt like giving up , my studies . Truthfully , i wonder not going to do sec 5 is it a better choice for me ? But i know there are places God called me to . With every discouragements word from people , i started questioning too .
I don't know how my life is gonna turn out . 6 month more , am i gonna make it and do my best ? I guessed . (: pulling high up my socks . With every encouragement words from people like Keewei , jocelyn , jessie and jing'an . I must do well eh !

M.adeline (:

Irony much?

2010-03-29T02:51:00.000-07:00

Many times we won't know what we wanna achieve , start dreaming! Um , but don't just be a dreamer . irony much ? Putting your dream into action (:

Had a really fruitful week , talked to the people i wanna talk to , met the one i wanna meet , cheer the one that needs it and of course laugh like never before ! Yay . supposedly should have ice-cream fiesta after cgm yesterday . but something cropped and it was postponed ! :D Not bad in a sense , wasn't feeling well too . Had a great cgm , led game with JA! Expect the unexpected , unexpectedly the game turns out fun :) Ok , celebrated crystal's birthday too ! yay .
Thinking for awhile before starting this blog , not gonna let it rot . Ranting about my life thou i love my life now ! :D

Was thinking about the word enemy this few days until i realise people are different from how and what you want them to be . The truth is there is surely people you don't like . But whats matter is the attitude you have in dealing with such situation . You reap what you sow (:

M.adelinee (: